I have been having real writers block lately. Usually I have so many ideas going through my head I can't write them all down fast enough, but here lately, nothing. it stinks. I literally stare at the computer wishing some kind of idea would come to my head. I guess this is a reflection of my of my life right now and where I am at. How do you get to the point where you are so blank that there is nothing to say?
I wish that God would just tell me what He wants me to do, I wish that I could just hear his voice so I would know that I am on the right path. Sometimes I feel so lost and so far from Him and I wonder, how did I get here? Where am I that You are so far away from me? I hate that feeling lost feeling. Sometimes it feels like God is holding on to me by my belt loop. But he won't let go, not unless I ask him too, and I never will, I always want him holding on to me, especially when I feel so far from him.
Revelation 3:20-21 Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me. To him who overcomes I will grant to sit with Me on My throne, as I also overcame and sat down with My Father on His throne.
1 Corinthians 10:12 This too shall pass. (I hold on to this verse with every ounce of my being)